awe hey!!i havent updated in forever...lol....well things have changed since i have been on here....me and vivien arent friends anymore....i thought she was my best friend but yet she went behind my back and kissed who i was going out with.....and im pretty sure they kissed in my house too and did other stuff....and she liked him too but see i liked him first...idk....its pretty fucked up if you ask me .....i didnt know friends were supposed to makeout with friends boyfriends...ha!!o well....im single....ha im glad though...lol....i have talked to shane he is in ohio he lives with mike and his ex who i used to hate but she is pretty cool....dang school sucks like alwayz....its fall break...i dont really have nothing to do....well i love yall so much thankz for all tha commentz....<33*

leave me some commentz!!<33

*i love shane!!forever and ever baby nmw....<33*   ...dang shane u still mean tha world to me..i still love you with all my heart...hopefully we will be together again <sometime><33

 haha this pic is old ...just thought i would put it up here...lol...o and the o on tha persons face is vivien...hehe...sorry its blury....

haha thats better-its magic<shes gone>lol-thankz to my lovely friend justin!!

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<3quotes<33

i'm sick of wondering where he is and who he's with
      but i hate facing the fact.. that he doesn¡¯t give a crap.
      but still, all the feelings didn¡¯t pass by .. i just learned-
      what¡¯s true. never love someone who doesn¡¯t love you
      between holding hands and falling in love - you begin
      to learn that kisses don¡¯t always mean something.

*iT'S FUNNY -- how hello is always accompanied with goodbye. iT'S FUNNY -- how good memories can start to make youu cry. iT'S FUNNY -- how forever never seems to really last. iT'S FUNNY -- how much you'd lose if youu forgot about your past. iT'S FUNNY -- how friends can just leave youu when you`re down. iT'S FUNNY -- how when youu need someone, they're never around. iT'S FUNNY -- how people change and think they're so much better. iT'S FUNNY -- how many lies can be packed in one " love letter". iT'S FUNNY -- how people can forgive even though they can't forget. iT'S FUNNY -- how ong night can contain so much regret. iT'S FUNNY -- how ironic life turns out to be. but the funniest part of all.. none of that seems funny to me.

~all i really want
is a guy to prove to
me that all guys arent the same

*SOMETIMES YOUR CLOSET FRIENDS
CAN HURT YOU MUCH WORSE, THAN
YOUR ENEMIES EVER COULD.*<vivien>ha

~IM THE GIRL, THE ONE THAT ALWAYS LOST. THE ONE WITH THE FAKE SMILE && THE GIRL WHO SEEMS TO BE SO STRONG, BUT DAILY CONTINUES TO BREAK THE GIRL WHO'S ALWAYS THERE AND SEEMS TO HAVE NO PROBLEMS OF HER OWN. THE ONE THAT HOLDS BACK TEARS UNTIL SHES OFF THE PHONE...THAT GIRL WHO IS IN LOVE WITH A BOY, THAT DOESNT CARE

*I want a guys thats honest about his feelings. I want a relationship that lasts longer than a week or a month. I want a guy that will call me just to say hes thinking of me. I want ta guy that holds me so close, i can hear his heart beat. I want to be "the couple" that everyone bases their relationships off of. I want a relationship that my friends say "aww!" about. I want girls to see my boyfriend and say to theirs, "why cant you be more like HIM?" I want to give him presents for no reason. I want my name written on his binder and surrounded with hearts. I want a guy that will surprise me with lunch one day or stop by and see me when im at home alone. I want a guy that isn't afarid to kiss me in front of "the guys." I want a relationship taht everyone else dreams about having. I want someone to love...someone to love me. Is that too much to ask?

~Take a bow, hear the applause. My heart is broken, and you're the cause. I played your game & it looks like you've won. Congratulations, i hope you had fun.

<3Call me a slut. Call me a whore.
Call me whatever. I¡¯ve heard it
before. Say that I'm fake. Say
that I lie. Say what you want.
You won¡¯t see me cry, because I
know none of it's true, but calling
me all this shit, ha, what the hell
does that make you?

~&& all she wants is a boy who will call her at 4 am because
he couldn¡¯t sleep. Hold her hand for no reason at all. Wrap
his arms around her and hold her tight. treat her like she¡¯s the
most important thing in the world. But mostly, she just wants
to know that someone cares <3

*They ignore eachother & look the
Other* way ; but they both know
Deep down inside, that it wasn`t
Supposed to end that wayy.

~You wanna know what I see in you?
an asshole who broke my heart.

*I want a guy who will buy me flower..just because its wednesday

~Ive made my decision
Im on the right track
Hell will freeze over
before I take you back

*We promised Best Friends Forever..
I guess forever has an end.

~Sick of people - no ones real
Sick of life - it sucks
Sick of trying - what's the point?
Sick of talking - no one listens
Sick of listening - it's all lies
Sick of thinking - just end up confused
Sick and tired - and no one cares

*The one thing i'll never forget is the day you said you loved me<33

boys will break your heart,
friends will betray you,
parents will seem too strict,
and life might annoy you,
but you should always remember
that there's a purpose for these
things to happen to us.
so keep your head up
& your spirits high.. because
if you don't..
life will just pass you by.

forget about the ( ( R I S K ))
\ \ just take the f.a.l.l / /
..if its MeAnT to be,
ItS [ WoRTh ] it A L L

okay thats all tha quotes i think i got carried away...lol...<33